bereavement /losin parents?

Having lost both my parents over the last 3 years i need to ask this question-I am not after sympathy i just need to know if anyone else feels the same.I sat and watched both parents die and was devastated when they died,but even now sometimes i feel like i have not excepted this.When i look at my mums photo,who died 14 months ago its like i want to push to the back of my mind,or i couldnt cope with it.My dads photo is the same,with dad died earlier by 12 months.i feel comfort from him but still feel like i havent excepted all thats happened.even just writing this has me in tears.Its not like i am a young person i am in my 50s

bereavement/losing parents?

I did a question on losing parents and i got so many lovely replies-It was so hard to chose the best answer-I had to say this just to let people who answered me know how much i apprieciated there response.has there been any other people in the same position